Life

I have come to realize that it is fun to go out and meet new people. If you do not like them, so be it, you never have to see them again. And sometimes its just nice to be able to hang out with a group of your close friends. I went skating tonight with a couple friends. I met a few new guys who were all very nice people and I enjoyed talking to them. I think that they are going skating again sunday so I will meet up with them again. Five of my guy friends then showed up and I chilled with them for a little while and it was fun. I truely was happy. I have been having a rough week, but then tonight I really needed to go out. I had fun and I forgot my worries. Tonight was more of a moment of clarity for me. I have come to be able to accept the fact that you don't always need to date guys to be friends with them. Sometimes your best guy friends will come from chilling with guys with girlfriends, because then there is no awkward twillight zone where you aren't sure of the other person's intentions towards you. Of course it sucks because your friendship can not escalate into more than a friendship, but thats all right. You only live once and if you dewell too much on the bad you will forget about all that is good and you will miss out. Even when everything in life seems to be falling apart and it seems so terrible, you must remember. Every cloud has a silver lining.